Not sure what’s happening in this moment. I feel as though I’ve been stuck between happiness and too much uncertainty—not just any form of uncertainty but, the kind that sends you on this chilling journey. Kind of like, the journey of Alice in Wonderland. In terms of my happiness, I am happy…yet, I am yearning for that unmistakable joy that only new experiences with self can bring followed by, my with anyone the universe chooses to accompany me. These things that I want to experience are why the yearning sensation gnaws at me every so often. Could that be the catalyst of it all?